Saturday, November 15, 2008

Enuff of that emo crap

I've recently gotten into a show called Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, which I hope EVERYONE knows about. Dear god, how I predicted this show to be such a funny show, I've never enjoyed an anime in so long! The things I do LOVE the most in the show is the humor, some perverted, oh and especially the amazing perspective and animation flow! THE EXAGGERATED PERSPECTIVE IS BOMB, I LOVE DOING EXAGGERATED PERSPECTIVE (in my doodles that I don't show peoples). I really did -and still do- have a bad habit of perspective exaggeration, though most of my friends whom have seen my drawings really don't have much perspective that apply, so yeah that kind of stuff is for cartoonist, not realistic type of artists. OTL

Anyways, I WILL be putting more of my book onto here, because Fisch wants me too. And I might as well because, really, no one reads this stuff >:].

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

What is wrong with me?

I am just letting my mind go on a rant, so if I repeat anything, sorry.

OUT OF ALL THE THINGS IN THE WORLD. I thought I had enough stress in this world, in MY life! But no, my mom just came up to me while I was making my spaghetti today and just told me that she was going to have a baby. She was pregnant. PREGO MAN PREGO WTF. My emotions were from happy to WHAT THE HELL to extremely mortified sadness. I just couldn't believe it, I threw my spaghetti into the microwave, started it up, ran to my room and just sat on my bed. This is the first time nothing ran though my mind. Hearing the words "I am going to have a brother or a sister" just didn't process correctly. Holy shit my mom thought I was laughing at first when she told me, which I was sort of. But when I asked if she was serious and she said she was, I almost bawled.
It's one of those moments where the mother and the daughter talk. The daughter tells her mom she was prego and the mom sobs. IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND APPARENTLY THIS TIME. I don't WANT my mom to be pregnant! HOLY CRAP HOW MANY TIMES I TOLD MY PARENTS I DON'T WANT ANOTHER SIBLING. NO. THEY GO HAVE SEX NEXT DOOR AND "ACCIDENTLY" GET MOTHER PREGO? NO. JUST NO.
I cried for 3 hours so far! I CAN'T STAND THIS! I just want to hold someone and pray to whomever that my life wont go further down the drain.
In my room my brain just fried, I tried pinching myself, figuring it was just a dream. No, that didn't work. It was real. Oh how much I want someone here to hold onto.
My mom saw me crying and asked why I was, she taught I would be as happy as she was. SHE WANTED ANOTHER CHILD. I DIDN'T WANT ANOTHER SIBLING.

I just replied. "I don't know....I don't know why mom....I don't know."
But truly.

I am scared.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Might be a depressing party.

Ahem. No name calling from this side of the world.

This person is holding a party and someone did something that I didn't expect which threw me off guard and I will probably be depressed during the party. Or just super quiet.
Though, if we go watch tropic thunder, AHUHUHUHU~ I will be a bit more happy~

I hope I have fun, even though *blabblabblab*

I don't like to be rude or anything, but this is a battle I must fight.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Extreme stress now.

As of today, I have a B- and a B+. B- in my US history class and a B+ in my geometry class.
As of today, I hate percentages.
As of today, I want to throw up and cry.
Percentages throw off EVERYTHING. I do so well in all my other assignments, and you know what?! ONE. JUST ONE ASSIGNMENT THROWS OFF MY GOOD GRADE AND DESTROYS MY GOOD PERCENTAGE.
Well, for US history, it was two assignments (one that was like 10 points and I got a 6 apparently WITHOUT ME KNOWING) and...
for Geometry, there was one. ONE ASSIGNMENT THAT WAS 4. FOUR FRICKEN POINTS. I got a 2, and 2/4 = 50% and that makes my percentage practically go from an [A] TO A [B+]. SERIOUSLY WTF.

The end.

I am going to go email my history teacher now and ramble and cry. I want to keep my head.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Stress sadly

Third day of school comes to an end, I am already getting stressed out...Just because my parents and homework. Some things have come up lately and AHHRHRHRHFAOIWHEFOIAJEWFIOAJW EFOIJAWEOIFJ309RUAW09EUFCAOWIEUFOAIEJFOIAWJEO;AEFAWEO F'MIMOEWIWAEOFAJUWEIOUAWEF
That's all I really need.
My parents expect me to get all A's and if I get a B...it's like they will beat me to death with a short sword, blunt mind you. It's forcing me to have to work lots more...but I try to enjoy myself and keep everything organized at the same time. My parents often yell at me and say how horrible of a child I am but...it's all good, used to it by now. Just sometimes it hurts when my parents compare me to other kids when THEY SPECIFICALLY SAID "Chan, don't compare yourselves to others."
I cry at random times, often when I am about to burst and I did something wrong.

School is oddly pleasing, homework ISN'T.
They are really harsh this year, I feel so stupid when I am in honors Geo. I really think of going back down to normal level Alg 2 next year...I am unsure.
US history is giving me a heart attack everyday (so far).
German is getting a bit harder...
Safety ed is easy but EXPENSIVE AS HECK. They like stacking Homework on you.

Bio and Painting are my favorite classes....
Rack. Sports help me release anger.

That's all. No pictures today.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

The Guilds Contest -organizing-

The guilds are the following groups: Assassins Crew, Royal Guards Army, Hunters Clan. They are all connected in a violent way sadly, they have their own ways to serve and protect the people and the world, and all the guilds don't get along since they do not like the way they do justice. The guilds have their own look, appearance, and I want YOU to make your own character in one of the three guilds.
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Information about Contest:
This is NOT an OC battle! This is NOT a "draw my characters!" contest! This is a contest where you use your own artistic talents to create a character in one of my guilds. It's a picture contest about designs and originality. So really, I am just looking for some awesome fashion that also follows the each guilds requirements.

Rules:
-You can create as many characters as you want! All of them can be in different guilds if you wanted to as well.
-Each character must belong in ONE, yes only ONE, guild. One person can't be in two or three guilds, just one.
-Each character must have the required items for the guild (keep reading and you will see the requirements).
-You can submit as many pictures as you want!
-You can design it anyway you want it to look like, restrictions may stop you a little but that doesn't stop you from being TOTALLY creative. Pictures that I give you is just an Example/Idea of what the people in the guild look like, sort of, think of them as a idea starter type of deal. I don't want your characters looking like my characters, I want a wide variety and awesome ideas. The requirements ARE required, but you can make them anyway you want, I am not stopping you!
-When you want to submit your entry, note me a link or a thumbnail of the picture.
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GUILDS
Assassins:
http://talimgold.deviantart.com/art/Assassin-Example-96394676
Requirements...
-Some sort of skull helmet (You make it up)
-A dagger/knife or a bow or a one handed sword (all of them if you want!)

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Guards:
*insert picture here with information about them in the Deviation*
Requirements...
-Some sort of armor. (does NOT have to be full body armor)
-A sword, mace, staff, heavy blade type of weapon, spears and such, and bows. No daggers as their MAIN weapon (can be secondary weapon)
-Contain the symbol of the government somewhere on the person

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Hunters:
*BLEHBLEHBLEH*
Requirements...
-Fangs (because they are flesh eaters)
-One handed weapon (weapon of your choice)
-Renaissance type clothing/looks Renaissancey.(TOTALLY REQUIRED)

Note: Angsty past for Hunters is NOT required. (It's a joke if you get it...)
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Remember, this is about creativity and design! I want something that fits the requirements for the guild that YOUR character is in, AND I would like to see some originality!

THERE IS ONLY ONE PRIZE. That's right one. Because I am lame.
Prize for amazingly awesome design of superness, which the prize isn't that great...
One full CG'd picture
----THOUGH people who do submit a really nice/creative designs will probably get some sketches from me AND/OR be in my book (once I make it).

It's a small contest, but has a long due date.
I will make it a couple months. The contest WILL END January 5th, 2009.
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Entries...
None.
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QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
Q: So I draw MY character jutst wearing clothes and holding weapons that follow the rules and requirements but the designs for the clothing and everything about the character is out of my own original mind?
A: Yes. That's it.

Q: Do I have to draw my characters in a certain way? A certain format like a character sheet or something along those lines?
A: No, you do not have too! You can draw it anyway you would like!

Q: Should I make my characters look like yours?
A: You want me to shoot you? If you ask this question I must ask for you to read over the thing AGAIN. The real answer is, NO. You can make something close but I want you to be CREATIVE and make your own designs WITH the requirements. I made the requirements flexible as well so you can make them look however you please! BE ORIGINAL, I BEG OF YOU.

Q: Is there any technology in the guilds?
A: All of them do, but it's more of a fantasy Steampunk style of technology.

Q: Are we allowed to draw your characters?
A: Sure if you want to! Though if you do, they wont be entered in the contest because this is mainly about drawing YOUR characters, not mine.

Any more questions, ASK ME.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Ren Fest










Ren Fest was the MOST AMAZING THING EVER. It's right next to Anime Detour for sure. I had so much fun, especially with Kim, D.'s Dad, and Danya herself. It was excitingly tiring as well. It was amazing...just so much fun!
Memorable things:
-I got two tickets, but I payed for only one, then gave a guy in a priest outfit one so I could get "good Karma".
-The pickle guy song.
PICKLE PICKLE PICKLE PICKLE I WILL BE QUIET IF YOU BUY A PICKLE PICKLE PICKLE PICKLE...I think I should be quiet now.
-Walking around admiring all the beautiful clothing and armor.
-People YELLING at us for fun. And I yelled back a bit because yelling was soooooo long ago awesomeness.
-Two guys played the water bucket game and they both lost.
-THE TURTLE. OMGOMGOMG.
-The man who insults you as you throw tomatoes at him LOL HE'S COOL.
-Mr. Harp man.
-Kim bought a whip thing and kept smacking Danya's dad.
-THIS OLD LADY...URHHH...BOUGHT THIS NECKLACE I WANTED SO BADLY. IT WAS PERFECT TO AND SHE BOUGHT IT. Like seriously, I stared at it for 2 seconds and was like "Ho shi gotta buy that." Left for a minute and that OLD LADY BOUGHT IT ARHHHHHHH. SO MAD.
-75 dollah frilly inside shirt (which I am planning to make somedayz with Danya)

Tell me if I am missing anything Danya.

VIDEOS

Violin Lady


Didgeridoos


INSULTING GUY WHO GETS TOMATOES THROWN AT HIM